In this scenario, you are the apple and I am the ladybug (I guess) and we are being swept away in a gay tornado by the North Star?
Hii baby, happy anniversary!! I love you very very much, and maybe even more than that because we kissed and I put on a Miami Heat jersey and you stayed anyway.
I've had an amazing year with you, and I've had the time of my life getting to know you so much better and watching our relationship change. I recently came across something that I wrote in October for/about you, which I am going to copy here. I think it says what I want to say better than I could write it now.
October 13th, 2025
Obviously, thankfully, things have evolved, and some of this doesn't ring true anymore. That said, I wanted you to see the force behind my feelings and see the way the words came together.
I love you so much, and I'm so glad I don't feel like I'm drowning in it anymore. Our relationship is worth so much more to me as something actionable that we are choosing to do together every day. I'm so excited about the next few years of our lives, and I feel honored that I get to be by your side and see the person every new day and every new experience is shaping you into. I can't wait to keep growing and sharing the world together, because every day I get to have with you is like the best day ever.
I love you more than words can express. Please get well soon so I can kiss you all over, as promised.